Tuesday, February 06, 2007
true colours.should i? or should i not?
been thinking of getting my ex-coach for swimming to coach me again. but the thing is, its been SIX years since i last swam for competitive you see. and needless to say, my stamina deteriorate like nobody's business. another reason is that i can cease this opportunity to ask him to appeal to the school to let swimming be my external cca- not that my swimming is exceptionally good, but if this can add some flavour to my testimonial, why not?
apparently, everyone is full of qualms. the "what ifs", "are you", "do you know", "i think", "why did he" kind of questions keep popping in and out of everyones mind. now i know why sometimes they say the closest of all friends are actually your enemies, and those whom you actually dislike are actually those who help you alot, in one way or another perhaps.
its quite perplexing for me to figure out the motives and reasons for the actions one do. already bogged down with lots of revision, tutorials, tys questions..... , i really raise my white flag when comes to classroom politics. and yes, i find it quite awkward sometimes when facing my class; prolly due to the fact that i am the class manager of the class and yet, i am in the centre of the limelight when comes the bitching session.
i know partly i am at fault, and i apologise to that. like what james koh said, "dont judge any people, and that will make you a happier person." do something about yourself.
i think its time for a big big change.
think about it, people. =)
posted by Pepsi on 5:49 PM
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