Saturday, February 03, 2007
i got the forth place from the bottom. hAHA.

needless to say lah.

but the whole course was fun. get to know a guy from ite(west) who looks like hong jun yang from season 1 of project superstar! but the funny thing is, his name is weilun. while, before the start of the race, we were whining about how unprepared we were and we decided to share the same lane for swimming. our talks were soo random and hilarious please.=))

and the race started.

i was lagging behind the other swimmers but weilun was behind me, so he gave me the motivation to swim continuously w/o stopping. but when comes the last few laps, he suddenly caught up with me and i started to swim anyhow, to the extent of gulping down a few mouthfuls of water. tsk!

and i was sooo lazy to put on my running shorts when i came out of the pool cos it was oh-so-tiring after that competitive swim. despite the fact that weilun reached the finishing line for the swim a few seconds before i did, i ran faster than him, for the first 2 km or so. HAHA. after of which, he freakingly caught me up yet again when we were halfway up the slope.

then, thats the end of the race. consider myself to be very very lucky not to be the last already. HAHA.

we exchanged a smile, only after the race.

and i saw my secondary friends down there as well!!!! they got 2nd and 4th respectively. yeah, feel soo proud of them please, my juniors.

they asked me whether am i joining nus biathlon or not.

it depends.

both my swimming and running sucks you see. HAHA!

i know you guys wanted to know how i fare.

so here it is, a concrete proof of me NOT THAT PERFECT AND SUPERIOR. =(



posted by Pepsi on 9:40 PM
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
sometimes, i just dont understand what you are up to.

seriously.

maybe you just need to try a lil' harder next time infront of me. but good try anyway.

emo, bleak things aside for the time being. finally, i feel like myself again. just for today, i feel whatever i feel like feeling, do whatever i feel like doing, sit anywhere i like to sit, talk to people i feel like talking to (eudora, alvin and jingxiang esp.), and all these made me a very very very happy guy indeed. FOR TODAY ONLY.

yeah. simple as it might be. but i derive sweet pleasure out of it. its exceptionally heartening to know that at least there are some people who feels the same way as i do, and i really appreciate that alot.

eudora, thanks for letting me annoy you throughout the whole day.
alvin, thanks for giving me another outlet for release (to confide in).
and jingxiang, thanks for being sooooooooo patient and understanding to me when i am at my downs.

you guys seriously need a GOOD TREAT FROM ME as i feel really bad of abusing you people mentally and physically when i am grumpy and moody.

yeah.

detention was alright- not as boring as it seems. had a really productive 2 hours completing my assignments for the day and felt really good after that. i dont know, but detention in school seem to have made me a more disciplined person as a whole? HAHA! lameass. but i just felt that way at that point of time. never in my whole life did i actually sit down and do my assignments with no distractions at all. not until........

alvin smsed me asking me to "hang in there" for the "last 5 mins" to eight. hAHA! it was really funny btw, but thanks ah. =))

okay. i have to report to mdm tong for every assembly from now on. what a lousy school system is that? you say?

friday yet again- i am totally stupefied. how time actually flies- its already the 1ST OF FEB if you are still lost in time. haha!

alright then, dont know what to say anymore.

but i feel that i owe eudora, jingxiang and alvin a big big something- which i am still thinking about. HAHA!!!!!

shall see then.

posted by Pepsi on 8:48 PM
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
nope. didnt think so.

as miss chan was on MC, our class was therefore dismissed early (or isit because the very moment i heard from candy that miss chan was not in school, i immediately leave school?) but either way, i hurriedly went out cos i am meeting lp at starbucks to bitch plus mug. HAHA!

as usual, i was early. so i studied productively for 2 hours before she came. and in the midst of my study session, i ordered a cuppa caramel macchiato and a piece of warm chocolate cake. it was almost perfect for a kick start for my study session! woohoo. i should do this everyday, hopefully.

so this goes to show that yesterday's physical and conditioning training, which consists of 3 sets of 800m intervals below 3:15 , 5 sets of 4 pullups, 1 set of best-effort pullups, 2 sets of monkey bars, 4 sets of 10 incline pullups, 20 sets of a combi of 10-15s leg raise, 2 sets of 20 crunches had all gone down the drain.. which is quite a sad case. =(

anyway, i had another cup of signature hot choc when lp arrive. as the name suggest, SIGNATURE, and it was really very hot and thick!

<3 starbucks!



completed tutorials after tutorials and really had a heartful time bitching to my palsie. and kai got a job already; i feel happy for him. at last. HAHA!

after that my whole spine was aching like mad and i had to call it a day. lp went to mac for further mugging session while i went home.

we were talking about class politics. a lesson learnt- if one dont do well in tests or exams, dont blame it on classroom politics. it's just a mere excuse. but still.. one cannot deny that it can be a tedium to be alone in class with noone to talk to, noone to share your woes and happiness with..... while, you dont need to have 43745890893410 friends.. all you need is just 1 or even 2 "talkable" friends and that would do you fine. trust me. =)

dont even know how to tell them. you tell me. i think i'd better stick to my own personality and my own thinking. and yes, you call that culture? while, i beg to differ. or rather, i would say that this is more of a negative influence than a culture. sorry to say this but i just feel that its just soooooooooo pointless and redundant trying to keep this "culture and tradition" of yours alive. too bad, please, for gods sake.

i am not trying to say i hate this or i hate that, i loathe him or i loathe her. its just personality crash. i admit i had been giving you people chances of becoming a part of me but much to my dismay, you didnt. so i just dont feel the need to carry on; because its oh-so-tiring.

now, back to square one.

i am upset about how you people treated me for the past 11 months.

blame it on my high expectations- but still, no response.

from now on, you do whatever you like, you feel whatever you feel, you think whatever you feel like thinking and we call it a day.

so thats all folks.

-with my hands finally loosen grip of you-

smile widely.=)))))))))))

posted by Pepsi on 4:41 PM
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