Friday, January 26, 2007
and i got in.woohoo~ amidst of the very bad day i had in school, something turned out well after that.what a blessing in disguise! =)
(the bad day includes the fact that i got caught for skipping assembly by jap guy and had my ez-link card confiscated; which i could only retreive it AFTER i'd explained to my ct. shhuucckks.)
and to make the matter worse, she wrote on the board, "skipping assembly to study when you WERE supposed to go for assembly. is this justifiable?" tsk! many gave comments after that; and i shant say about it. cos it makes my blood boils. anyway, thanks ah, guys.
hastily went down to G.O to collect my ez-link card when we came across james koh. now i know his plight. =) i shall be a good boy from now on.
my day was brightened up by the fact that i clocked approx 10 minutes for my time trial- AND THAT MEANS I CAN GO FOR BIATHLON! (the cut off time is 15 mins. what a close shave huh?) and i made it! -grins widely-
had a total of 30 laps after that. apart from trying to hit below 10 and splashing my way through the water, everything was relaxing. the whole pool was mine! (cos it was drizzling when i had my time trial.) HAHA! cool !
- and i'm alright, just a lil' angsty afterall -
i know there's no turning back, so life's just got to go on! admit it, people. we are drifting apart. and from one part of some lyric, "cause i dont feel the same way i once feel about you", i agree to a large extent.
why get so worried, sad, blah blah when one is being "outcasted" by the class? why try to conform to them when you know your character doesnt fit in to their clique? afterall its just yet another giving-in-and-makes-you-feel-good-but-you-actually-dont session! how come? i just dont know. =)
my thinking is, ultimately, the ones that will TRULY STAND BY YOU are your family members, your relatives, and if you are fortunate enough like me, my 2 pals (k and lp).
please think again, dudes. HAHA!
i am happy.
posted by Pepsi on 6:02 PM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
i am going to lp's club to swim tmr; its a time trial by the way. better be good OR ESLE i will be disqualified for the biathlon. hAHA! feeling all jittery now cos i aint have any training for like... a month- and my speed sucks. how? you tell me? we shall see how it goes tmr.i wanna get that striped cotton shirt with cotton details raoul shirt for my cny- damn classy please. and it can do miracle to your, uhm, not-so-perfect body shape. =)) but its expensive. tsk!!!
and i didnt go for any running and conditioning exercises today cos' i met up with alvin at coffeebean. we did some productive mugging (not mugging for me, i was DESPERATE TO HAVE MY TUTORIALS CLEARED.) and by the time we left for home, it was already sometime in the late evening. needless to say, there's still a pile of unattempted tutorials lying on my desk.
feeling somewhat DETACHED from the present situation. uhm. not so much of me wanting acceptance or belonging to a group of friends or whatsoever, or even worse, trying to seek attention from them. EEWW. but nvm, the story never change, just the faces and the names. dont even know why the sudden mood swing of mine.
(cos i know noone is with me.)
its so unbecoming of me to say this kind of thing. where'd all my cheerful nature gone to?
it just so sad thinking that i am soon gonna be "expired".
well, its okay.
parts and parcel of life what, ANYWAY.
-a smile, feigned-
posted by Pepsi on 9:15 PM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i was anticipating for the end of the school day for my CHEESEFRIES, and it was at that point of time when that someone who had planted a bombshell on me (which i think that someone had always been wanting to do it but didnt have the chance to do so), activated the BOMB. and it was just the starting of the day only, my dear.
it seems like hard work doesnt pay off, so directly. its so annoying!
i admit the fact that my results dropped like nobody's business. but please think back. i did not regret or whine so much about my results because i know i've put in my best effort and this is all i can do.
no results?
at least i tried.
have you?
NO?
then shut up and move on.
who are you to tell me that, "why you study sooo hard when compared to us and your results are like that of those who studied 2 days before hand?" ( grammar errors all over). lets see.. how much have you actually scored? are you satisfied? and you'd better if you said that to me. lousy stuckup.
am i senstive? am i taking that someone words too seriously? i dont know. i just feel like giving that someone two freaking tight slaps when that someone said that to me. its soo depressing alright? if you got it, flaunt it! if not, OUTTA MY WAY, please.
and everyone is so fake now. i dont know how to describe it but it just seems like something is amiss out of everything.
i feel so stranded, aimless (probably not that much of this).
but one thing that i am very sure of- THINKING OF OUTWITTING ME? DREAM ON!
IF YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES, THEN BRING IT ON.
i am serious; you bunch of ^%^#%^$#!!@!~
screw it.
dang.
posted by Pepsi on 5:17 PM
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
due to OVERWHELMING hits to my blog- say.. 2 per day? HAHA- i've decided to update my blog, like FINALLY."hurray!!" you shout. (uhm.. specifically to alvin. =))
its been a tiring, gruelling, intense for the past one week or so. cos i've been slogging my ass off for chemistry block test yesterday (which i didnt perform up to my expectation though). its disappointing to a large extent.
now, imagine you work on your tys the moment you reach home, memorising, flipping through the already-crumpled notes, filling up the blank spaces of the tys, rummaging out some past year jc papers that my cousin gave it to me.. and so on... till clock strike 12? and the outcome of which; a mere pass.
what a sad life isnt it?
-double sigh-
and with all these hard work, it didnt, yeah, you've got me right, it didnt paid off as well as those who studied like.. a day before hand? anyway, i've done my best, LOR! hAHA-
coming back, i've got lots of tutorials that i've yet completed and its freaking-ly piling up on my table now. guess i'll have to burn another 1 tonne of midnight oil in order to catch up with the pace of the tutorial(s) again. one word to summarise- HECTIC!
-really, no time to brood; no time to cry for a breather.-
CNY is approaching and i dont even have the slightest idea of how to squeeze some of my time out to do my shopping. how? you tell me? anyway, i saw that adidas sneakers and sweater at pacific plaza and it looks oh-so-damn-cool! anyone to accompany me? -CRIES OUT!-
and i yearn to be like HIM (pic below- the future me.) for my prom this year. and with that, i will NOT be inferior when janson and alvin is around. (cos someone claim they are super cute. OMG. okayy =)) haha!!!!!
yeah, some random post.
as initiated by alvin.
posted by Pepsi on 6:32 PM
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