Friday, July 14, 2006
here's two poems which i find it very touching after watching the movie "in her shoes". its a touching show i tell you. shant say anymore. watch it and you'll get me."I Carry Your Heart" By E.E.Cummings.
I carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
You are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing.. is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
One Art by Elizabeth Bishop
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something everyday. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these things will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster
feeling so emo now. actually, thats hitting on me for quite sometime this week. but anyway, forget it. life's got to go on.
posted by Pepsi on 8:35 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i think im going mad haha. but its ok. bloody. whack me all you want but fcuking let me out on weekends so i can do what i want to do.sounds like im mad? maybe.
i've learnt two things.
1. you can't depend only on yourself.
2. you can only depend on yourself.
I'm a walking contradiction.
Ever got the feeling you had to do something but you didn't know what? Ultimately, people don't really care. Unfortunately (for myself maybe) i don't give a damn.
oh yeah, there's some changes to my mye results- in CHANGE for the better (originated from "insearchforthebetter"). oh whatever crap.
janice- i miss your voice! can you like take good/better care of your throat next time? haha- but seriously, we need to meet up.............. i am waiting... hAHAH =D
anli- eh, where's my sweater you'd promise me like eons ago? do take your medicine as prescribed! take care! ('',)
jessica- buy more tissue. =)))
why these three people admist of all? its because they are falling sick and you know, they need some wellwishes- I PRESUME.
-in search of fulfilment.
posted by Pepsi on 5:09 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
to being with, i got back MOST of my papers and surprisingly, i passed my physics- albeit it isnt fantastic.hence, this is what i think my REPORT CARD will look/resemble:
Maths- A
Chinese- B
Chemistry- D
Physics- E
GP- S
alright, hush hush. saw my GP results? yeah, i really cant believe i attain SUCH A HORRIFYING result! another thing is, can you see what's missing from my results? yeah. econs. and if i get back my econs results, and i got a C- then my results will turn out to be like this- A,B,C,D,E,S. cool eh?!
that goes to show i've the potential to make my results looked varied(uhm, is this the case?). you can do that too!
just to let you know. there's one of my classmate who failed to attend lessons, or rather, turn up for only 2 out of 5 days per week. and FCUKINGLY-YOU-KNOW-WHAT? he topped the class with a whooping A's and B's. i dont think he'd attain anything less than a B for god's sake. so, is this an indication for us, the norms, to refrain from going to school? anyway, the more we go to school, the results that we produced are worser(istheresuchaword?)- and this is REALLY happening in our class.
believe me?
boonkiat's believe it, or not. (instead of ripley's.. hurrrhurrr- not FUNNY)
posted by Pepsi on 7:29 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
i got back 3 mye papers and all i can say is- bad. while, i am sure you guys are so curious about how i fare in this mid year, so, i am posting up my ATROCIOUS results here. please dont faint or whatever as i aint responsible for your well-being. the results are not meant for the weak-hearted(istheresuchaword?) hAHA.here it goes:
maths- 71% (A) for god's sake.
chinese- 61% (B) duh. this is nuts.
chemistry- 49% (E) i was expecting SOMETHING higher. and this is totally a turn-off factor.
yeah. i will update the rest of the results. i've got my A, B, E- what it lacks now is the C, D, S and U. hopefully- i dont want to get U leh.
today's chinese AO level oral is of no comments. i think i did WELL for my passage but when it comes to conversation, i suck at it. the question is simple- "what is the best timing for the schools in singapore to commence and why". without a doubt, i simply shrugged off and said NINE! ZOMG! this is where i realised i said the wrong thing. apart from that, i spoke chinese like.. i dont know. it just sounds weird. its like neither english nor chinese can. and basically, DIE.
i went for a 3km run in the hope for a better feeling. but no. how?
got to stop here. need to complete or rather, start off my powerpoint presentation for PW.
good luck to me, me and me.
posted by Pepsi on 7:09 PM
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