Friday, June 30, 2006
deducableHavent been bloggin for a fucking long time. yea i know. i've been busy and most importantly, my com is down with virus and everything is just going so damn wrong.
There're so many things going on in my head until i'm just so sick of life.. i can't fall asleep at night yet during the day i'll just feel so restless, groggy and whatsoever. ah.. you know la. Been drifting away from my close usual hang-out friends. And it's not that i dont wanna go out with them; it's just because i've totally lost my self-confidence. it's just shattered. Like a village being obliterated by the impact of an asteroid which results in a total wrecked, barren land.
No one understands how i feel. i just feel so jaded... tired.. completely worn out.
that sudden change in my way of life just left me breathing alone in my own space. it just hurts so much- everything. it just gets deeper when i thought the wound was healed. you just wouldnt know.. you just wouldnt. I dont dare to face the world- yet it's so miserable living in solitude.
a matter of fact, i aint a substance for physics.
is it all too late now? am i making the Right choice? - a priori.
posted by Pepsi on 8:58 PM
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Get what i mean?!and so, 3 horrible papers and four weeks of holidays gone,why is everyone procrastinating about holidays being mugging days and all sorts of nonsense. (and studying 1,2 chapters, or perhaps, 1,2 subjects in a day isn't something to be proud of. i should just stop being spastic and focus. at the same time, mug up hard and play hard. stop being blasphemous and blaming everyone esle other than yourself for having all sorts of shit happening to you when the fact is you cant handle your time properly and thus ending up with those lack of time for everthing.) yeah, i am refering to myself. hAHA.
DDUUHHHH- i've jsut this sudden urge to spill all my inner thoughts. however, this could ignite a smorgasbord (spelling.) number of bitching sessions amongst people, since this is the forte of the girls.(perhaps guys too, this era.)
yes, some people think i study alot at home, which "attributes to my results"
get a life please. =))) mine's probably much more interesting than yours.
OH WHATEVER- YOU TOOT.
posted by Pepsi on 6:12 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
reminiscing...i had maths paper today and it was relatively okay i guess. lets wait till the release of the results then, hAHA.
it just stumped upon me that i am currently missing quite alot of people that walked into my life once before. and i cant deny the fact that not all memories are sweet but still, i miss them. it all started when i was in secondary school that i begin establishing "strong hydrogen bond" with my friends. but due to unforseen circumstances, they walked out- unknowingly. and this is kinda sad you know. as the saying goes, the story never change, just the faces and the names. you got to admit and agree with this.
and with this, i muster quite alot of courage ( though i didnt have to, HAHA) to list out all those people that made an impact, if not, some, in my life- one way or another.
P.S random order.
innova junior college-
1. JaniceLiu
2. Yuwen
3. Fadilah
4. Thung Liang
5. Bernard
6. Lisda
7. Khairyn
8. Leon
9. Aznita
10. Sabrina
11. AnLi
12. Rochester
13. Shalindran
14. Sharifa
15. Shi Qian
16. WeiJean
17. Connie
18. Izdi
19. Anne
ccks-
1. basically the whole 4/9(2005) and 2/5(2003)
2. Elizabeth
3. Qin Pei
4. Andrea Tan
5. fzz
6. fzz bestie-( forgot his name already. hAHA)
7. the drama mamas ( also forgot their names.. they are from drama club)
8. mrs philips (uh yeah- she produces A's alright)
9. mr tan(S) ( a couple of tans)
10. mdm prema
11. mrs patrine tang
12. tracy
13. laypeng
14. kaisoon
15.mrs liu
16. ( tell me if your name is not up here but deem to be CLOSE with me)
yeah- i think thats all- or.. did i left someone out?!?
posted by Pepsi on 5:24 PM
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