Friday, March 17, 2006
ROMP@ZOUK
oh my gosh! partying or so called clubbing at zouk was awesome! yeap, the queue outside was extremely long and due to that i am not on the guests list (rolled-eyes, i will never be), i had to queue up and waited for like 40 minutes? yeah. but all was worth it.
we danced, shouted, shaked, did dirty dancing with one stranger (a pretty lad, OPPS!), drink (some drink with minimal alcoholic content i presumed) and took pictures.
yea. oh no. i cant go clubbing that frequently, cos its darn addictive! serious.
Haha thats all..just to show that I am still alive. :D
posted by Pepsi on 1:14 PM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
firstly, i'd like to say that the atm machine is well-received by much of the student population of my calibre. a pat on the shoulders of the people involved in bringing that commodity into school life. hAHA.secondly, a bit about my personal life. i am very stressed. and i don't understand why i should be, i'm not a councillor, my cca(s) are super slack (cos i didnt go), i pon trainings on a regular basis, and i don't go for gatherings either - and even if i had went for them, it's not like they demand a lot of attention and intelligence. but hell, i'm still very stressed. i'm beginning to feel very claustrophobic everywhere in school. i feel like i'm surrounded by countless walls and people, and everyone is eyeing you and scrutinizing your every detail. eek! perhaps it's one of those angsty i-hate-the-world mood swings again. and i havent been very calm nowadays. have been very pissed with the most minor stuff. i don't know why.
perhaps it's just the feeling that there are a lot of stuff on my to-do list, and i can't seem to squeeze out enough time to do everything perfectly and finely, so due to this i have to perform most tasks rather haphazardly. being quite a perfectionist, such recklessness is disgusting. i want everything to be done perfectly, ideally.
i'm beginning to lose a lot of the remaining self-confidence i once had. that's why i don't want to go to school, i don't want to expose my lack of self-esteem to everyone in school, and i'm FCKING stressed because i dont like going to crowded places like the canteen where i have to force out contrived smiles and wave hello and bye even though i dont really know these people, ack-and-eek! i feel like donning another identity, just for the sake of school life. my very own identity is so not suitable. ARGH!!!
homework interpersonalrelationships personalgripes alevels nationalservice;
a big fuck to all of you FOR CREATING SO MUCH MISERY
i am very disturbed. VERY. i don't know how to regain the composure i once possessed, or somehow, pseudo-possessed, cos i pretended to be calm.. but now i have even lost the capacity to pretend- do you understand?
posted by Pepsi on 2:10 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
helloha.those in favor of me blogging say aye.
"AYEEE!" (imageine its loud. i'm serious. its loud. just use your imagination. DUHHH)
oh gosh, i'm so overwhelmed by it.
well, i have been an angry teen recently. have been. means its still up and running. but don't be too impatient to sell your shares just yet- because i'm telling you, its not at its peak yet and will continue to rise.
i'll make a fine broker, no?
alright alright, for cool blokes and well, i dont know whats the girl term for "blokes", who fortunately have bananas for brains, it simply means that my angry teen phase is here to stay and will, probably, get worse. during which, i will be oh-so-cynical that i resemble a cylinder. or maybe a conical flask. since it has more letters in common. YES!
as you know, i have a tendency to digress. not severely, i hope.
i shall not today.
hahahahahahaha. uooh-so-farnie-ha-ha. i bet you thought i was going to.
well, i was saying i have turned into an angry teen.(but that does not mean i'm turning to hardcore music for banging my head against the wall with, of course. but anywway, they certainly complement each other well huh? groove it, baby.) yes. its bad, sometimes i think i need ecstasy. or even eat up a cow. or choke myself with caffeine pills. i think you can get the pills over the counter. they work, btw. but of course, im- OH NEVERMIND.. milk works for me as well. and i downed 2 huge cartons of HL milke today. YES. maybe i'll start peeing murky liquid. OKAY. pardon for the gross content.
so yeah, i was wondering if anyone can help me with my angry phase. i'd be glad to do anything in return.
i'm seriously wasting my life away lahh. give me something to do to distract me. please.
and no, i'm not sui- well. just a tough phase.
ohohhhhooohoh.. yeah. go shopping with me. or ask me to go shopping with you. ill be more than happy to. HAHA.
-RANDOMNESS-
posted by Pepsi on 12:47 PM
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Monday, March 13, 2006
i've decided. i WANT TO HAVE BRACES!!! eeww, some of you might think i am crazy but still, I WANT TO PUT ON BRACES! hahah. damn random now. SHAT.
actually, i am not alone. yeah, when u feel lost and far from home, you're never alone you know? just look at your friends, the ones who care. they all will be waiting here and your heart will lead you there.
yes, it will. definitely.
posted by Pepsi on 8:18 PM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
one.. two... three.. four.. omg! 39 more to go! YUP! i joined the national vertical marathon. it's held in suntec tower four and it rocks- though me, shali, chen zhong and his frens were in the same team, all of them won and clinched the top ten in the youths catagory except for me, SLOW POKE. haha.yeah- too lazy to upload pics up here. shall do it tmr. in the meantime, i got to get myself organised for tmr's lecture!
till then,
i am under maintenance.
posted by Pepsi on 9:01 PM
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