Saturday, March 11, 2006
just got back from a sweat-inducing, heart-pounding, nerve-wrecking, brain-thumping, mind-boggling BBQ PARTY AT CASABLANCA! hahah.sorry ar-anyway, me n my dearest 23's pulled it off! they rock my world man despite...us not having music, or preparation dat is...ARHH..we bloody hell rocked the whole condo down ok? with our melodious rapping tunes...lardeedum...and as usual, things would never go my way-cos guess what, one of the many who came was roch and blah blah...[no prize to guessing who they are] oh man. and they flashed us one of their many 'omigosh, wat on earth r u guys trying to do?' look...but ah well..we didnt really know so we could flash back any look to answer their questioning look...they joined in the fun with us. anyway, now that it's over.but ah well..we would probably have another gathering coming up..considering the huge audience that is gonna be dere...we played fuzzywuzzy (part 1&2) and opencloseopenclose (open or close?), how many manmanmanmanman jump over the wall?, throwing each other into the pool, ghost stories, disturbing haikal (khairyn's bro), cheap thrills (hahaha), ghost stories and of course, the occasional bitchings. yeah, coped from fad's blog. haha- we definitely had fun!
way to go!
adidas quote:
Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.
steady huh? every word speaks of power, see? boonkiat is powerful, get out of his way...the force is with him...
posted by Pepsi on 2:12 PM
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
sigh couldn believe a day when everything goes wrong.. oh well whatever.O2, aka oxygen.
O2, again, aka orientation 2. it sucks. really- i appealed to ijc and got in. i am feeling very scared now cos what if they wont let me appeal out? omg. then is my place in pjc is going to vanish? oh freaking.
i gotta stop blogging now so i wont have to think of it too much.
rubbish, its a disruption.
posted by Pepsi on 8:36 PM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Ok i'm gonna forget about it. i'm gonna get it out of my life right now. Screw you lah pioneer ogl, screw you lah pioneer, you two faggots were the ones that screwed me up in the first place if don't have you all it wouldn't be so bad ARGHHHH!!!suddenly, everything seems soo fimilar. the road, the lush landscape, the buildings, the cars, the everything... on the way to innova, with az and sab, i was in cloud nine. those were the days, i thought. i was interpreting to them how bad life IS in pioneer jc and i regretted putting it as my first choice. seriously. but there is no turning point for me now, FREAKING HELL. i am all alone, with janice perhaps, all alone, so cold and lonely, in pioneer jc.
it just so happen to me that i was soo LOUD back in ijc and then, i would have to tone down alot as i dont have much frens in pjc. nt that i dont really have frens, but its like those frens arent of MY calibre you see. haha. i tried my very best in communicating with my og but i just caouldnt do so. people of different wavelengths. i feel soo oblivious and small to the surrounding. and please, its like almost a month since the release of the o lvl results and still, i am brooding over it. whats wrong with me? WHAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME?
so there's no chance of pulling out anymore, i just really pray this was the right thing to do, but deep inside it just feels like it is. I hate this school, i hate pioneer, i hate everything about it( the orientation), so much that i just don't feel right not going out of school halfway through orientation. I dunno i guess that's something some of my friends could never understand, they often tells me off for putting my priorities wrongly and that studies should take priority over branding of schools and people, but i just feel differently. Our responsibilities and branding to people and to bigger, greater things than ourselves is so much more important than ourselves sometimes. I mean of course there's a season for everything, and when the exams are coming up and it's time to study that's all you should do, but sometimes during the year when you're forced to do badly for a test or fall behind on work to organize an event, to plan for something, to participate in something, and it becomes a great success, isn't that worth more in life? i dunno what am i talking now. i am in a dilemma.
-shouts out-
posted by Pepsi on 8:10 PM
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
nothing compares to the promises i have in youi'll be brutally honest. the past 2 days has been totally the worst ever. prob no one's readin this but- i'll still write. been switchin ogs.. facing everyone and i just feel so trapped- up and down and up and down. i really dunno what to do anymore. all i can do is just trust and hope. and hang on.......
went to catch a movie- wolf creek at lot one cinema. omFg, its so freaking bloody gorry. me and jan was like "OMG OMG.." for like almost 3/4 of the show (yeah, the first 1/4 of the show was UTTERLY boring). till the extent until we cant stand it, we left the cinema. oh holy mama.. that show is absolutely MAD. its meant for the psychopaths. seriously, sadistic. but still, i want to watch the ending.
yeah, i learnt another new word today "expanse". i can form a sentence using the word "expanse". it goes like this, "oh dear janice, i make u laugh and train your tummy at the same time at my own expanse okay? u should be gratified." haha- yeah- it sounds nice!
hmm.. coming backk, i still cant get use to pjc. the worst is yet to come- we shall see......
posted by Pepsi on 8:44 PM
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Monday, March 06, 2006
geez, mugging days have arrived, but i havent done much mugging yet. maybe my mother was right, 'JC environment isn't for you'. who cares, i'll prove all of you wrong ^_^ especially my fren who has such a BIG fat head (paradox here, she got a PEA brain.) . hah. you cant judge me by my actions. i know what i'm doing, plus i'm 17. damn bitch. she thinks the whole world revolves around her, her 'Little Princess Persona' as she calls it? well, to hell with ur persona shit. i dont give a damn =) hahahai'm a 'mouse who came out to play when the cats are gone', playing computer games till 2am, but what about you? you were out the whole fucking day, you're just as bad as me, so shut the hell up. oh my god, i am damn random now. (living up to the name HIMBO.)
never been really been on good terms with her, she's been having a really shitty high-and-mighty attitude since young. well, who cares anyway =/ but i still love her as what she is anyway.
been sitting up late at night, thinking of the past, when life was just a simple thing. no politics, no lying, backstabbing and whatnot. times when i was in a humid room trying to get an afternoon nap......
I swear on my name, on everything, that i shall prove all of you wrong. i shall not falter. and especially to you bitch, i will own you.
posted by Pepsi on 8:31 PM
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