Friday, February 03, 2006
i think i gonna do badly for GP.. wth la! haa. its like during the lesson the teacher showed us essays sample and asked us to fill in the "topic sentencE". she kept asking question and i didnt understand anything and everyone was mumbling and it was so confusing and i dun even know a single thing about the lesson! wth! luckily fad sat beside me so me and her didnt understand anything so we didnt care and just stone =) btw, the breeze at innova jc was nice! strong WIND i should say for 24/7. hahaskipped today's training and went for pjc's open hse- it was fantabulous. not because of the sch (yea- cos its small and abit old compared to ijc) but rather, i get to meet up with my old classmates! we were shouting and hitting each other like hell when we saw each other though i think we were abit "him"botic as we are boys u see. haha- we took tonnes of pictures. oh yeah, me, cc and haikal went to the "galaxy" tour and we were supposed to climbed into a balloon-like structure. it was dark inside, and cold. cc was practically distracting me from the talk (the talk was about identifying stars in the sky) and yeah- he laughed a great deal for no reasons. haa- cc said i have the njc look! cool.
its abit sad to leave them as u know, they make up part of your life once before. anyway, frens in jc serves the same too! they are good! haha- alright, i shall name a few to you (ijc) - shali, thungliang, aznita, sabrina, lisda, khairyn, leon, bernard, connie, tzewhye (spelling?), zhixing, huiwen, fadilah, sharifa,anne, and so on.. basically class 0623b la. for ex- ccks u guys knowwho you are yeah- class 4/9! haha!!
posted by Pepsi on 8:42 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
So i hear that The Grades will be coming out in mid-Feb. early feb to be more precise....U-G-H. I like living in not knowing. I say the government lets us carry on with our lives and not let us know the results becoz I DONT WANT TO KNOW MINE!
I mean, sure i'd like to know how i did but i've never felt such a bad sinking feeling for a BIG exam as this one before. I felt like i did when taking say.. common tests because you don't usually study alot for them. But i studied for this. Alooot in fact. But it felt so. shit.Rambleramblerambleblahalbhlablhagooobledegoooook.
okay, so all you people out there tell me i have so much to be grateful for, so much to be proud of - but i doubt it. i have enough doubt to fill MacRitchie reservoir and the power of that doubt has the destructive power of 10 nuclear bombs. i criticize, i wreck, i ravage any good, constructive thought about myself. and you tell me that i should find some worth in myself. how can i when there's essentially nothing to be proud of - nothing that i've done has been done to the best of my ability. i'm in a self-perpetuating cycle - i fear hardships, so i fail to climb, i fail to achieve. so in the end, i accomplish nothing and i mourn it at the end of the day.
i'm a sad, pathetic, empty shell. mid-life crisis at the age of 16 years, 2 months and 29 days old. yippe aye eh.
and i vowed not to be that way. i guess sometimes, no matter how hard i try to swim against the current of doubt, i get swept back in it.
i sound so angsty and emo - not at all how i am most of the time. i'm little mr sunshine, little mr random. okay, guess what - all that is a freaking farce, a hideous oversight of everyone. ya ? so get it straight, i'm manic, i'm scared, and i'm one big fat cross.
ha.ha.ha.
posted by Pepsi on 10:03 PM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
ok- this paragraph is specially dedicated to ZHISHENG- since he's like grumbling why i dint blog about him. alright- okay- things went like this- rmb the post whrby i wrote i had a class reunion dinner?? yeah- ZHISHENG was there and we crap big deal.. haha- yeap, after that i did mention we went for a movie right?- ZHISHENG was the one who went on the movie marathon with HARRIS- haha- ZHISHENG is also my tag partner in the upcoming NUS duathlon. so- yeah- ZHISHENG- satisfied? hahaha =)went for training at turf city- WAH- it was shitty- we were being scolded and depised(i think) cos we are "late-developers" in cross country ma. felt darn pissed but anyway- we still did fairly well i think. kudos to the j1s, namely khairul,chandra,kok loong and boon chuan- raga was away for some "reason".
after training. we went to mac and hola! i get to know this cresent girl's girl. her name is janice- haha- it was yuwen who intro it to us. cool- haha- acompanied janice home as she stays nearby and we were chatting away happily. she even inititated that we'd have a mini bbq at her hse after training sometime next week- after training go giant shop for things, den have our bbq- HOW NICE! haha- she even joked abt asking yuwen to bathe in her hse- (btw, she asked me too) hahah=))))) oh yea- she is trying to "snatch" my place off acjc and sajc once results out. so hur hur- who shall win? yuwen wanted us to go sajc but far la.. potong pasir leh.. haha- but i dun mind leh.. ok- yuwen ask me to say she's pretty- YALA- she's pretty- and dun mind me for saying this, they self-claimed themselves to be damn slow and sucky in running- hahaah- opps. yuwen, can i see the st mag's way of saying "whatever la" with the aid of ur sch tie?? abit bitchy i know but can i see it? PUHLESSS... HAHA
okay- thats all folks.. gotta enjoy the rest of the night- and my leg hurts like hell.
posted by Pepsi on 8:11 PM
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
hello people!
just wanna wish y'all
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
may ALL your wishes come true, get alot of hongbao money, and not grow fat from eating bahgua!!
OoOoOo..
posted by Pepsi on 7:47 PM
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