Saturday, October 15, 2005
i am brain dead.got home a while ago. and i really can't stuff anything more into my head. if i do my brains will burst.
gahhh so tired.
hahahaha.
my sister's finished her psle. gah. this is sooooo annoying. while i'm mugging she'll be partying. ARGH. boohoo. same there for my brother..
sighhh and the running thing isn't really working anymore. i didn't run yesterday, the day before yesterday, the whole month! and i didn't run today either. well i'm not going to anyway. cuz i'm really tired. SIGH.
i will try running...tomorrow? nah.
hahahahaha.
i'll be heading to bbsc tml?- anyone follow?- bring your suntan lotion too!
recollection of yesterday:
it's almost over.
actually it is over.
SIGH.
posted by Pepsi on 6:50 PM
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Friday, October 14, 2005
shut up and move on.oh dear friends. please do survive this nasty period. i need you guys to pull me through because i am often sheep-like. if you do well i will too. (:
ppl, i'm quite emotional today, pardon me for that.
i felt phatom pains where my heart used to be and wept poignant tears of sorrow. hapless, upon the playing of the music, i stood glued to the spot, swaying to the tune, heart sinking deep into a miserable abyss. friends, lets do it together.
till then, i teared.
posted by Pepsi on 7:07 PM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Everything is staring back at me, white and unblinking. like this page, like the canvas on my easel, like the pages in my diary. there are books I've bought but not read, notes I have yet to flip through, strange dreams I want to write about... but there isn't time. though i am extremely tempted to bitch about how much i HATE mugging and how stressed i get when i see everyone around me MUGGING, i love my life. i love my impulsive shopping sprees, i love that i can talkwith someone on the phone laughing and knowing that our "friendship will last eternity". and i can't wait for December - holiday, watching lots and lots of movies, and most of all, i can't wait for Christmas, my favourite time of the year. :) :) hopefully these happy thoughts can help me survive this coming week, and the mock exams and o's along with it.wish me luck.
posted by Pepsi on 9:32 PM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
currently, i feel like brutally stabbing a number of people. violent, i know. but that's why fantasies exist. (no, they're not all erotic you know.) highly annoyed at their attitudes. but i stick with the platitudes, hypocritically uttering politically correct niceties, or keeping quiet when i don't feel that civil. the funny thing is, i'm crucifying them for the very same things that i would do and gladly indulge in if i were in their position.oh if i get 5As, i'll treat anyone who asks me for a treat! A1s obviously.
posted by Pepsi on 9:31 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
prelims have proven only one thing to me. that i can maintain a doubling of workload with the same standard. unfortunately that standard wasn't very high to begin with. up to you how you wanna read that. with only about 20 days left, i'm not even sure if the time i have left is enough to set things right. which leads me on the train of thought to - if i really am going to fail, maybe i should start making some alternative plans for the future.math and chemistry were at the same time, dismally disappointing yet extremely expected. i'd hoped for at least one grade higher for both subjects, but didn't turn out that way. which is frustrating because i'm doing better for MCQ now. geog was a huge relief, especially with regard to my essay. physicsP2 wasn't good, but it was much better than what i expected and i'm really lucky to get that, whilst english was more annoying cos i think i definitely should have gotten a grade higher for it (which also would have pulled up my overall grade by one grade). combine human's fine, the scripts i've gotten back average a near A, so far so good but those were for my better ans and i didn't fully complete 1 out of the 4 , so i doubt i can push past the A barrier.
ugh, the thing with subjective marking is that sometimes you get lucky with randomness, and sometimes you don't. if the strict teachers mark your lousy scripts and the more lenient ones mark your good, uhm i mean relatively better ones, you might just end up with a decent grade after everything averages out. however if the opposite happens, you're pretty screwed. i think that happened to me quite a bit this time. (and here comes all the typical self-consolatory justification) i'm not saying which subjects, that would make it obvious who i'm referring to and i don't want to be charged or suspended under sedition, libel, or whatever other ridiculous (and arbitrary when applied to the blogosphere) law jargon that money-minded me hopes to be spouting in a few years time.
or maybe that's all just self-delusional drivel.
posted by Pepsi on 5:05 PM
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Monday, October 10, 2005
fallen once. twice.. THRICE!!! woots?i shant say anymore- duh.
cheer up hweeyim! bye! =)
posted by Pepsi on 10:16 PM
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
This post contains graphic images that are inappropriate for children below the age of sixteen. Viewer discretion is advised. Uh. NC16!
it's been a long long time since i last stepped into a swimming pool and finally, i got a chance to dive into it AGAIN!
*splashes..*
well, the sun has always been kind to me. and i've my skin burnt- for all you know, guys, you'll see me tml- red!
we went to orchard for some shopping of chocs and cookies- our topic of the day. and henceforth,
we spent too much and we left orchard empty-handed, as in no money- ahaaaa.. anyway, we got what we wanted. thats good enough.
!woah?! get a life, dudes.
posted by Pepsi on 7:44 PM
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