more than one year ago - the exact date escapes me now - we sat down in a pavilion at the botanic gardens. our faces were only a few cm apart but the distance was insuperable. i inched closer, and she leaned forward, and we jumped when someone called me on the hp to tell me something. i placed the phone in my right pocket, and we were back where we started, one damned metre apart. i leaned forward, and she inched closer -- and a man came and plopped himself down in the pavilion. at the bus stop, watching her leave on the bus, i texted her to ask for permission to kiss her the next day...
time trashy.
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this past few months has been peppered with PLENTY of highs and lows.
and finally, i get to put my head down at night at ease without having to worry about tests and all that other nonsense.
but it might only be for one night before i have to start mugging for the exams, which are only 2 WEEKS AWAY. BLADY SCARY.
there are soo many people i did not mange to meet up over this semester. i wanted so badly to escape from this life in singapore. let's all pack our things and go on a speed boat to some remote and exotic island. we can have our own version of The Island- how about that? plucking cocoa and turning it into our own version of chocs. hahhahhah.
oh yeah, i got my first F for my prelims. fucking great, screw you- english paper 1, i shall burn you and send you to the land of incineration. i hope i don't get it for my "o"s. i'd be UTTERLY FLABBERGASTED AND GOBSMACKED for all you know.
flease fo fot fail fe for fy f"o" fevels. "f" words fcuking everywhere in my mind. haha- sry for being sooo vulgar today.
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if there's something i don't understand, it's how some people are positively thrilled that he/she topped a whopping two sciences subjects, yet another two maths subjects blah blah blah. it's one thing to be astonished by his/her astounding achievement, but it's another to applaud him/her. wtf - how many other people actually feel like i do that he's/she's one huge academic threat that needs to be annihilated? instead of clapping mindlessly, people should be unsheathing daggers and sticking them into him/her and shouting Speak, hands, for me!
wherefore the satisfaction that elicits the applause and not the envy that draws out the guns? Fools! completely stupid omgwtfbbq FOOLS!
unless you're rich and you only need the grades but not the money and you've GOT the grades- what more do you want?
pardon me for being too cruel to you. to me you are:
1) too nice slash too freaking dangerously oblivious of the hmm let's see - approximately .. absolute threat he/she represents! just like a damned bubble tea doll, just cheering and letting your guard down for that instant.
2) hey! when it comes to examinations, you want the best only for yourself. you don't necessarily want anyone to do badly or flunk out (fine, there may be exceptions) but why in the world would you YAY and clapclapfuckingclap when someone does better than you? ok trace this back to the point about Stupidity slash Admitting Defeat.
3) hypocritical - and hey i'm not saying that's worse than being frank about how upsetting it is; in fact i think it's better, if it's your game face. hypocrisy is valuable if it's not exposed.
i'm down. NOW. the results-if you've got it, great! but focus on your priorities. PRIORITIES, PEOPLE! slapping the person ranked above you out of the way, if at all possible, should be an aim to work towards.
first 3 months is GONE for me. bye * wave bye-bye to acjc*
NOW, i'm gonna take a nap. they say Sleep Promotes Growth.
don't worry dudes, i'm handling just FINE.
P.S delete where appropriate.
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there's NO way i can be a dentist.
i can't even build a simple toy. a toy that my brother could buid in 10 min. while on the other hand i took an hour.
and i can't/won't be able to get at least 3A's.
i need to think of other options. accountant? maybe. haha
maybe,things would be better ------- you. stupid o levels. just maybe.
i feel like old shit.
yes, and to everybody out there, EVERYONE SCREWS UP PRELIM. really.. don't stress right.
till then, me and my colgate smile. *grins*
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this is a persona of a can drink.
here's how it goes...
I was born in the Museum of Natural History from a vending machine in the basement. I had to wriggle out of my plastic packaging on the floor as my parents stood back and watched, their fingers fidgeting with the change in their pockets. "I was suffocating in there," I cried, gasping for breath. My parents eyeballed me strangely, my hair black and matted with grease. "No umbilical cord," my mother whispered, "what an odd concept," conception. I licked my lips; they were covered in salt and preservative, and my father leaned forward to pick me up. "the signs say 'don't touch'," my mother cautioned. And i squirmed around on the floor, shaking up the carbonation in my blood till i could feel it fizz.
how was it? i think it was FANTASTIC!!
well duh, i manage to plead for more marks for my comb. humans and finally, i got my DISTINCTION. woohoo..... but he still have the doubts on me. woots.
anyway, i'm too tired for words.
dabuzz, pls don screech in bed. u know what i mean. haha =)
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It's been a long and crazy week. Finally some time to myself to sit in front of the comp to catch up on the week's news, chat, make appointments for the next week and just fart. Fart mostly, which means I'm doing nothing much. mock exam mocK EXAM MOCK EXAM .. That's what my life in sec 4 is all about. hhahaa. *sigh* And I just checked my calender. Fully booked for the next two months. Okay, off to bed.
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