Friday, September 09, 2005
definiton? please?what are friends for? really- this question stumbles upon me umpteen times.
i still remember that particular incident i have had with alex and yuding-
things are now back to normal BUT we still dint get an opportunity to converse with one another-
previously @dotty-planet.
coming back-
now, history repeats itself but however, its now on yanty.
i was taken aback that she actually teared for the fact of her unsalvage friendship.
the whole episode is to be kept confidential for the respect her privacy. and of course, time can heal everythhing, if not everything, most of it, gradually.
i spoke to my cousin on one occasion just after the incident with alex and gang.
she commented." after coming one big round, the ones who will always be by YOUR SIDE is YOUR FAMILY. friends are just the source of information whereby they trendset, for example, u follow. they bring you to new places, you will know. they influence u in one way or another- seriously, there is no big deal losing a friend or two. dun mention one or two, be it a dozen, the one who will care for u 24-7 is still your family, your family tree."
i thought that it is very kind of her to give such a piece of advice.
and thus, all classroom politics are none of my concern and let it not affect my way of life. seriously, i am starting to feel that i have an exciting life. let it nt affect. pls.
hmm... its very confusing. but anyway, chocolates heals my wound!!hehe
kk- long posts. gotta get back to eat.
posted by Pepsi on 10:44 PM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
finally, i get to memorise the whole of chemical analysis and i hope that it will do some good for me tml- grinssome of them said it is redundant to have memo those facts as its given to us tml itself. while, i do want to save time u see?
chem practical tml- PUHLESS.. hope that it will nt be a tough one as chow promised. her wprds can be quite unbelievable at times- hahahahahaa.
i bought this middle-fingered pen whlist shooping around heeren-
yah!- it comes in HANDY when i am peeved. haha
see?? the writing is smooth i should say-
one for $2.90, its killing 2 birds with one stone. GO GET IT!!
coming back, my dad brought home this orange kitten and it's cute!!-
err.. by the way, i have it placed inside this cardboard which is in this bad-condition and so- pardon me for the background. haha
it's meowing non-stop. help me!!!!
till then,
back to chem notes!!
posted by Pepsi on 9:29 PM
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
cant post longggggggg post- must study.short message for dabuzz- ur NAKED PIC IS HOT!! hahahahahahahhaa
uhm.. in the meantime- i got to be humble.
posted by Pepsi on 10:25 PM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
truth suffers from too much analysis.maths teacher says that she wants me to put what is in my brain on the paper.
i wish i could do that.
really i do.
even as i'm blogging this. i just wish i could put all of my brain into this notepad. its so irritating how whenever you sit down the bits of stuff that was once swelling up in your head previously dissolves into little itsy-witsy bits and disappears all too soon like germs the gentle giant in the green mile movie releases out of his mouth whenever he cures someone with his hands.i guess what i'm hoping for now is a miracle to happen. that something within this skull would breakthrough to the "ah yes!" section and then transfer it into these hands to type out something INTERESTING. i'm not saying miracles dont happen.
i guess this is where faith comes in.it seems like the more i study the more i realise how much i dont know. it makes me panic. really panic. good grief, i have less than a week to get it altogether. i guess it times like these that small things really turns your day around at least.
its amazing how a few simple words can change everything; of course sometimes its not about the words- its about having someone there to listen or the little action people take. and it shows- they love you.
i love you too.
posted by Pepsi on 10:50 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
today....and from out of nowhere, I had an anxiety attack. And something guilt-tripped me. Now I binge on Cadbury chocolate bars because I get so afraid that I won't do well and that will affect my results and jc application chances. Deep down, I have this (perhaps a little unfair) fear that jiaxin will do better than me, but thankfully, I have not joined the her suicide pact- the mugger's club.
how?
I have never been under so much and so little stress to succeed. I don't know what I'm talking about. What is my purpose in life? Who am I?
lost.
posted by Pepsi on 10:22 PM
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