Saturday, August 27, 2005

snort, if only.

i realised that i can't really blog about it, because i've more or less declared the very abridged version to people, and i shall not underestimate the power of a speculating mind so shall very prudently refrain from mentioning anything that would in any way link both matters that would inexorably lead to the GASP! and the OR-HORR..

but anyhow, it was weird and most uncalled for, and it led to a mixture of uncomfortableness, distance as well as desire and perhaps, jealousy and despondence?

somehow, on hindsight (like now), i think about it and am quite thoroughly convinced that i don't. for reasons numerous and substantial, one of them being that the active site is being saturated by a substrate, and the other being that the enzyme doesn't bind with that class of molecule.

it doesn't help that rapid diffusion ensures that contact ensues.and i seriously doubt in 5 years when i read this entry again, i'll know what i was talking about.

it is getting to O level where someone should just shake me hard (that would require someone of more prodigious strength than normal considering how i just bulked 2 kg of what hopefully isn't fat. oh goodness i bet it is. i'm gettin fat!) and reiterate to me the utter preposterousness of this matter.

it is most ludicrous, and i will not suffer from it any longer than i have to.
i am having the headaches. gimme some pills. please.

posted by Pepsi on 9:39 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
school beau and belle.

MY . MY.
the torturous week of my life is over!
finally.

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY:)
i love my school so much..
yeah, the school belle and beau are held in the afternoon and it certainly rocks!!
there was this pretty boy, named AMOS (if i get him correctly), he's got such a lOOk and he's got everything i isnt. humph. hahahaha- anyway- he's that "teenage" icon anyway.

luckily, all my money donated to vote for yiwen didnt go down the drain.
SHE EMERGED THE FIRST!!!
subsequently, mr TAN (ah loy), too, came in the first and he actually won over mr TAN (chu-gether)!
cool.

woooohhoooo... i took picture with mr TAN (chugether)!!
he's hot! haha- din manage to take a pic with megan choo and ibaidah. they're bitchy today, exceptionally. haha
old? never....
miss choo ah, miss choo. Quite hard to not be old but i'm sure it's doable :)
heeheeh.

Anyway got me feeling so happy yet sad about the whole after secondary school thing.. but nevermind that shall bother for itself when the time comes.

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS:)

Yeah yeah ok i'm gonna continue smiling in front of the computer and have sunshine radiating off me even though i'm sleepy like shit.
WEEKEND IS BACK!!!!

finalists. mr tan (chugether)- he's hot, aint he?
mr tan (ah loy) the first. the yandao. haha

till then,
school peace.

posted by Pepsi on 10:43 PM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
to my own reflection, i say....

school's pretty okay for me today.
while, every lessons conducted are of only 1 PERIOD.
COOL.

PE was the best.
we were instructed to run 5 km and i DID!!
without any stoppages in btw.
anyway, my stamina's quite good huh? haha-
i did run faster than some of my friends who ran faster than i did previously.
my training helps in some ways.
heeheeh.

oh yeah, i was freaking pissed after my run.
i sustained this fcuking, red, sore, painful, pathetic, big and whatsoever blister on my right toe.
yeah, below are pictures of my sore and painful blister.

how NICE it seems. but painful lah.
close-up view on "the blister"
after i poke it with a tool used for poking pimples- no idea what it is.
hey- i was studying ss at the same time ok??

yeah, i got rid of that blister.
bless me.

Here are basically the rules that i am living by in the house now:
-not expected to use the computer
-not expected to use the phone (for long)
-not expected to sms
- not expected out on weekends
-expected back by 6pm on weekdays (when they think I'm in school and have no idea about the new timetable)
-stay in room at all times to give the impression of the highest possibility that i am 'studying'

I use the word expected because really, if i chose to openly rebel they wouldn't be able to do much anyway unless they use their usual padlocks to cage me in. Which i suspected they would if i did choose that option. Assuming that they can't do much. But really, having children is almost all about having them meet up to your expectations. Sometimes you just see them as investments.

till then,
mugging for my tests tomorrow. BYE!

posted by Pepsi on 10:51 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
the wait.

right now, i just can't wait for it to all be over.prems i mean.

for life has been full of the doodling, procrastination that must accompany the MUGGINGGG during any major examination period i guess. so. what tedium.

and the EXHAUSTION.i've not felt this exhausted in such a very long time.two continuous days of "papers" including humangeog(6 essays, 2 maps) and english paper one(2 essays) all in the space of a day seriously seriously drained me. a full math and physics paper are also the most exhausting i believe.

all thanks be to the tickling of the clocks for bringing me through thus far. prelims haven't been bad and its only The Clock i want and should thank.

oh and the post-prem reward programme has been well planned for - no reserve taken in ensuring full-blown hedonism i assure you, no detail left out. and idle days once again to do whatever i wish for awhile at least. actually i'm kidding haha..but only abit.

thereafter, its again anotherr excruciating wait.

till then,
my blog is radioactive.


posted by Pepsi on 6:48 PM
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