Friday, August 12, 2005


What I regret is not giving you a chance before giving you a try.

So one more burst of fireworks and NDP 05 is finally over. I think I have a slight case of PND, or Post NDP Depression (which is weird because it's an acronym in an acronym which happen to be anagrams of each other... er never mind).

It's not like I'm weeping fat tears over NDP being over, but I think memory wastes all work. Or, more accurately, memory's fallibility wastes work: no matter how much effort you put into accomplishing something, in the end, the tendency to forget and thus remove your accomplishment from past to oblivion consigns your spent energies to effectly naught.

I suppose the most accurate description of what I am feeling now is this: -_-" hahaha I must thank someone for teaching me these quaint little horizontal faces even he if he is harsh and terrible and calls me a dickass (what the fuck is a dickass?). I'm more used to the sideways versions like =) or :p.

deep breaths.

a2 for my chinese, if you want to know.
quite disappointed lah-
i have no comments. really.

Dear God,
grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things that I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
fcuk it.
till then,
broken, but beautiful.

posted by Pepsi on 2:04 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
i don't mug lah.

As much as you refuse to believe this, I'd like to highlight the fact thatI'm a big, fat, flabby slacker.

Stop accusing me of having finished my tutorials, having mugged for my subjects, having worked hard for common tests, for that matter.
I know I exude that muggerish aura but truth is I DON'T MUG.
Not as much as others, anyway.
The first thing I do at home is to on the tv, watch tv, stone in front of the comp. Trust me there isnt even a decent table for me to mug on at home. =.=

And as I'm typing this other people is tenaciously doing their maths corrections or so somewhere in the lib right now.
I'm so jealous I don't have the energy and volition to even commence mugging, so I don't see why everyone is pointing their fingers at me and accusing me of having mugged for some subjects back-to-back already.

well duh,
keeping my fingers crossed at the same time,
i'll be receiving my chn "o" lvls results tml.
OMG!
please... please.. at least a distinction for me. *pouts lips*

till then,
blah blah..

I'm not eruditionboy okay.

posted by Pepsi on 9:39 PM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
whaT?

and now i'm lost
and now i run
and now i see

started revision proper yesterday.
but the weekend has been disgustingly unproductive.
can feel myself getting panicky cos i know i'm not going to finish even a scaled-down version of the syllabi in time.
oh gosh.

i didn't managed to complete the 8 essays plus sub questions of the assigned-geog-hmwk.
well, at least i did 2, for the love of mankind.
haha.

was originally intending to finish the whole of geog by monday but it was left untouched till today, 10 OF AUGUST 2005.
god, save me.
and there's still some subjects which i haven't touched.
don't know la i'm dead.

till then,
boisterous kiwi.

posted by Pepsi on 5:49 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
4/9 ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



DANCE NO. 40- OUR CLASS EMERGED THE FIRST!! PRETTY LADS.
OUR SITTING AREA- WTH? WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO SEE?
CRAZY PICTURE.

ndp@cckss was fun.

well, someone miss out the whole great deal. oh so sad....

we danced, boogied, screamed, shouted, cheered, jumped and did all sorts of ku-ku things.

i bet some of the teachers must be shocked to see how crazy 4/9 is.

4/9- I SHOULD SAY YOU ROCK!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN!!!

till then,

sleepy-headed.


posted by Pepsi on 3:55 PM
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
what's happening?

yeah,
i have no other comments.
if this could ease your grief or sadness, go ahead.
you evoke sadness-
and you need an object that reminds you of some upcoming event that will bring you pleasure.
YEAH SURE.
GO AHEAD.

say aloud why you are unhappy, really.
you ought to get A MORE FULFILLING LIFE.
THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD SAY.
Is there something I ought to know you find it hard to say?
Well there's just a trace hiding on your face and I've learnt it that way.

AND it's oh so clear-
yes, it's oh so clear to me now.
blame it on me that i see you wrongly.
yup, i think I SHOULD BE THE ONE APOLOGISING.
this is what best describe you.
Your mind is a garden, your thoughts are the seeds,
the harvest can be either flowers or weeds.

you're free,
at last.
out of my mind off you go.........

P.S. its not someone whom you think he/she is. its not from our school. nethier is it around our age. YOU KNOW IT BEST.
















til then,
these are some pictures i found on the net and i think its quite interesting.

posted by Pepsi on 2:06 PM
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