Saturday, June 25, 2005
sweet words poison.Winners never quit,
Quitters never win,
But if you cant win,
And you dont quit,
You are an ASSHHOOLLEE...
Nausea.
Ostracism.
Duress.
That's what you get when you have flu.
Terrible, terrible flu.
Your head spins around and reality blurs.
Images form.
Wishful thinking.
Guilt.
Heartache.
Pain.
No.
This has nothing to do with you.
It's different.
It's just this flu.
This terrible flu.
I can't think proper thoughts with this on.
Sneezing fits.
Cosmic coughs.
My parched throat.
My empty ears.
I can't hear anything.
Deaf.
The crows screech.
The pastor preachs.
Leave me a shell.
An empty me.
Null of feelings.
Just a cover.
An image of a former me.
hahas- out of boredom.
midyear after hune hols is NOT A GOOD IDEA AT ALL.
queer little pathetic me. haha
till then,
The good old days are gone.
posted by Pepsi on 1:47 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
| someday. ok.saying forgive and forget are just merely pity sayings but you know, somewhere in the middle of this firestorm of doubt, anxiety, hatred and uncertainty, ALWAYS comes with a voice of calm reason because every life comes WITH a memory. it's ain't that easy to erase it away. yes,i know but at least try because only through trials will you gain something. we should not and never should take for granted the sweet harmony that flows in our lives.because once that is gone, its hard to retrieve it and soon the despair turns to desperate attempts to save a friendship. you might be angry with one's ability to bypass the curtains of one’s ownself interest and then be able to live in such a peaceful mind. but in actual fact,you are wrong. totally WRONG. because goodness will never go unnoticed. and if you ever lose a good friend, you'll be aching with loneliness and sadness. so YES! i hope you understand what i am trying to say and you should know i'll always be here standing with you in times of difficulties. and not once. not once will i ever let you down. because of you, i've sacrificed my beauty sleep. yes, i know. i might sound really superficial and that i might also be DOUBLE STANDARD but i know i'll forgive that person one day. cause one day i'll wake up and realise i cannot do without such a good fren, **'s the pillar and ** my strength. our lives are a collection of memories and it will forever leave everlasting impacts on our lives. till then, i need extra Brian cells just to make up for the ones i lost talking to someone. someone's the cause of all misfortune that's befalling unto me. tsktsk, poor me.haha -i want to stay in your embrace for as long as eternity lasts-it's time we make some changes; you there, STRIP!- |
posted by Pepsi on 11:53 PM
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
GARGLING MILK. YUCKS.anyway, let bygones be bygones.
no use harping on it.
i am not tragically coloured,
there is no great sorrow
damned up in my soul
nor lurking behind my eyes.
i do not mind at all.
i do not belong to the sobbing school
who hold that nature somehow
has given to them
a lowdown dirty deal
and whose feelings are hurt about it.
NO
i don't weep at the world.
i am too busy sharpening my oyster knife.
i suddenly know why people smile
BECAUSE a smile is a bridge that joins people
and help them deal with their problems.
so for all those who are giving me their
shut-the-fcuk-up smile you had better wipe that
smelly smile off your face cause it stinks really bad and
you do that,
you don't know how many people would very much like to
kiss your im-fcuked asses.
a bunch of lowdown-fcuking-dirt people.
anyway, as i have stated, let bygones be bygones.
hah- came across this guy named alex.
he's fun and cool-
pardon u- he is from the east,
not that alex as in alexander he named.
till then,
i need some braincells.
posted by Pepsi on 6:42 PM
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