Thursday, June 16, 2005
now, i feel the weakness surging into me- and what was left, was my frail and helpless body.HOW ABOUT A NICE BIG CUP
OF SHUT THE FUCK UP?
think before you say anything.
STUPID , stupid.
if this friendship could end,
there was never one to begin with.
yes, you can always have your say,
BUT NOT always your way.
and talking about your problems
does not always help.
cause the world does not only
revolve around only one person- YOU.
so don't ever criticise people
when you are angry with yourself.
pls consider things from every lil' angle
and for goodness sake,
please do not take yourself too seriously.
and i mean it.
till then,
punk rock addict.
posted by Pepsi on 11:17 PM
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
aftermath of all the camps and chalets for the past days.there's always this something magical about camps and chalets.
though at first it might seem that you're going to be the one outcasted-
but actually, is not the reality.
drama camp- which i deemed boring every year, i was wrong.
my clique always manages to amaze me with their quaint humour,
and excellent style of bitching around.
of course, we, being singaporeans, don't have adequate exposure
and in turn cursed somethings which we are not into.
naturally, this can only lead us
who confuse our need to express ourselves
as a compulsory daily ritual to BLOODY irritate people with
our 'actions' mistakes.
the class chalet, in which i refuses to go in the first place,
was actually quite warming.
now, in response to this chalet,
i kinda know some of my mates better- but to a certain extent.
still, i have not yet spoken to any one of "them".
oh, pardon me, i'm not angry at all.
i just cannot be bothered with such people;
people that choose to put themselves down and
whinewhinewhinewhine in public domains where every
little thing is viewable by anyone with access to the internet- msn.
well duh, the chalet was fun with entertainment provided by some of the girls who never failed to leave my side. haha.
on the whole, drama camp this year did make some turning point
to my life and so did the class chalet-
oughta move on easy.
what kinda world do i live in, you ask ?
simply one that you're not a part of.
a world devoid of compassion and trust.
a lonely world.
one where people only see me but don't acknowledge my presence.
one where people only regard me as a 'sextoy'.
pardon you- is ironically.
hmm.. we shall see what comes next.
till then,
missing my rollerblading clique and those girls who nv failed to leave me. haha-
posted by Pepsi on 2:57 PM
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Monday, June 13, 2005
camp at east coast."william" doesn't think before he does anything.
how else would you explain the presence of the
countless oxymorons he has in his actions?
bet he doesn't even know what oxymoron means.
oh wells.surprised ?
you shouldn't be.
i am going to thrash your meaningless actions today.
here's a warning for you.
clones of you shall not be entertained.
okays, you lost me there dude.
trying to flaunt your superficial english infront of the mass.
com'on.
so, you didn't mean to use my phrase
( yeah, it's a phrase, not a word ),
but wanted to be funny with the phrase ?
sorry, dude. paradox ?
there was an intent to be funny-
yet your defence is that you didn't mean to use it ?
wht the fuck are you trying to tell me ?
sorry, it doesn't even seem like english.
blarblarblarblar. yardaryardaryardar.
the rest is all drama.
it didn't move me at all.
it was pretty hilarious,
rather than sincere.
and below the layers of your cries for sympathy,
all you really cared about wasn't how i felt-
but how to let world know you were sorry for YOURSELF.
enough with drama's camp politics.
actually, the purpose of blogging today
before i go for my chalet again till wed is
that i wanted to thank farz and jerome for their
guidance in teaching me rollerblade-
though i din have a grasp of it. haha
i can't help but feel sorry for me.
everybody has shortcomings,
and no one gets to choose what or
how they wanna look like-
so superficiality,
in my opinion, is sinful.
zhi zheng is a fast learner,
jerome some sorta 'graceful blader",
farz a real whiz.
me, clumsy.
hAHA.
but,
i think i can overlook it.
i'll try anyways. rich dudes there.
=]
i shall post my rollerblading group's photo up here-
yah- time to pack my bag for today's chalet!
forgive me when my casual remarks hurt others,
when i have passed on gossips, and added on to it.
when i have told lies to cover up for myself.
i've done them all.
forgive me.
shss..
till then,
someone that tries to push people's emotion buttons,
with little success however.
posted by Pepsi on 12:16 PM
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