Saturday, May 21, 2005
damp, wet and moody.there were some times this week when i feel
super resentful against some people in my life.
i wanted to lose my temper at them,
like how i did last time.
but is it right to do that just because you are not feeling balanced inside?
it doesn't mean that they are feeling great you know.
that's what i learnt this week.
finally,
i decided to blog after roaming for like 2 hours.
i have to get back to my studies soon
though it was quite a fruitful day as i completed all my left-overs -hmwk.
i simply cant deny the sense of satisfaction i get from mugging
though it is deemed as boring, uninteresting and geeky kind of thing.
but after you put in all that hard work and reap what you sowed,
it's darn satisfying- soo, work hard for that adrenaline boost!
when you want it so much,
you'll feel that everything is so worth it.
heh.
(though i MIGHT not do this well this MYE.)
not very sure myself how many marks were lost due to ammesia.duh.
i shall sleep now.
till then,
spongebob.
posted by Pepsi on 5:02 PM
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Friday, May 20, 2005
again.its over.
the day i've waited for has finally arrived.
they day that my fcuking no good exams are over.
joy to the world!!
i'm bored.
real bored.
to think i "did not" actually mugged for my physics examination was faked.
and the only thing i went into the examination hall is
the knowledge of the GOD'S PRAYER.
i was prepared to fail big time and
the ONLY TRUE KNOWLEDGE OF PHYSICS i had was the
fleming's hands rule. lol.
but hey, the paper turned out a little difficult.
not a lil', but is to a large-scale.
but i think it shouldn't be a problem cos my buddies
were bitching about it.
ohh- what the heck.
i screwed up today's paper TOTALLY.
i sucked at it and i "tikam tikam" for the MCQ.
i totally rock at tikam-ing. i guessed.
so wahhh..
this is hopeless..
add this subtract that
divide this and multiply that.
LOL. heehee (wide grins)
to screw the mid-year.
cause i'll rock at the prelims.
[they looked like poseurs] [tt sorta added on to my drastic fall in the ranks of popularity.]
i love my royal B-A-N-A-N-A-S. (hollabackgirl by gwen stefani)
beg you pardon?
i am not gonna be blogging about my previous
sexual escapades. sry.
sign off,
i saw her looking at me. i am thinking too much. duh.
posted by Pepsi on 7:41 PM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
going so green.i'm hurt.
i'm sorry, but i really am.
boys don't cry, and i didn't. hopefully.
but it's pointless to bottle everything inside.
and make things go sour.
without letting both sides understand each other's p.o.v (point of view).
so, basically,
i guess i am, to you,
a bad friend.
i'm tired, really.
trying so hard to keep up with you ppl.
i don't have the stamina.
so i'm going to give up
right now, i just wanna get my O's over and done with.
don't have the time or energy to do the whole social-etiquette thingy anymore.
no apologies.
just me telling you how i honestly feel.
you're free to confront me if you're unhappy with what i've blogged.
physics tml-
mr tan said we can be prepared to fail.
which i already have since last year.
doom set face to face with me now.
in this very room, behind the screen of my computer.
jits and shudders coursing thru every of my nerves now.
and i hoped that may god bless me.
sign off,
feeling so green.
posted by Pepsi on 2:43 PM
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
mumbles.scores for boon kiat!!
did chem paper today.
i thrashed that paper easily,
despite for some errors here and there no doubt.
*winkos*
k- gotta leave-
take an afternoon nap before i go head-on with english paper tml!
hug me pls. haha.
posted by Pepsi on 2:07 PM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
inconsiderate brats.you stereotyoed me as rude and ill-mannered.
personally, i think u have perhaps made too sweeping a statement.
also, i have witnessed in many instances where you were uncouth,
spewing profanities when faced with annoyance.
shall i say u are rude?
i will not as i realize it is untrue.
just as there are a few black sheep amongst me (as in my weaknesses),
so are there amongst you ppl.
the more harshly and unfairly we are treated,
the more we tend to rebel.
good point stated.
but please, if i were to make a mistake,
i would rather you guys to reason and rationalise with
me to make me realize that i am in the wrong.
is that too much to ask?
already bogged down by schoolwork,
i still have to cope with extra problems arranged by u ppl.
where is my free time may i ask?
i need to cry out for a breather.
i have no panacea to offer here,
but the least i can do is to blogg in to voice some of my views
on u.
give me a chance.
people may doubt what i say but they will believe in what i do-
i supposed they actually do.
sign off,
feeling ionised.
posted by Pepsi on 4:19 PM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
simplified.i know you hate me.
it's a mutual thing, no ?
the sight of your sulking face.
and protruding buttcheeks just makes me wanna beat the shit out of you.
you remind me of a pig.
do you even know what a pig is ?
it's one of those animals that enjoy the mud.
and they live in pig-stys.
which is kinda lyke what my room looks lyke now
that you've MESSED it up.
farquer (it's pronounced fucker)
sign off.
cutie pie lbk.
posted by Pepsi on 1:29 PM
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