Saturday, May 07, 2005
stupefactionokay.
i am getting the right attention
at the right time FINALLY.
she has decided to become a hardcore fan of mine.
applause puhhless.
indeed, u have taste. haha
awesome- today's competition was a dread.
things were happening the otherwise than perfection
and we just had to carry on.
no doubt, lady luck chanced upon us
and the judges gave us a second opportunity.
we were dazed.
andrea cried. hush hush. ya- we were panic-stricken, no doubt.
but we have done our best.
fuck those guys who accused me of choosing the wrong timing for the play.
ya- i can't deny the fact that it is abit late when compared to the rest.
but, we stand two chances of performing.
isn't that great?
ya- had enough of you guys.
i am alone. all alone.
trying very hard to adapt to this kind of treatment.
and i manage to do so.
i am proud of myself.
sounds egoistisc.
but as if i care. i am me.
the significance of me here is very obvious.
if you happen to know it. good. if not, i have nothin to say.
irritated.
well, duh.
an advice.
just don't ever try to break my last straw.
don't try your luck.
before i end off, i have a saying for some of my "friends"
-i am just fucking pissed with the people around me.
like what the mother fucking fuck is fucking wrong with you guys?-
tata- reflect upon the mirror larhh..
posted by Pepsi on 6:06 PM
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Friday, May 06, 2005
sit there, and count the rain drops.hey. lol. changed my blog layout. and this is like
beautiful?
well, no doubt in my opinion, it is.
i am suddenly aware of the fact that ppl do have different tastes.
hmm. hAHA.
school was a bore today. i am the first few to have arrived at sch.
feeling lost despite the fact that i've been studyin there for say, 3 and a 1/2 year?
i was thinkin about myself.
as in. the sudden realisation that i only have mere 5 months
before the o lvl's hit me.
i'm gonna study real hard and show my detractor
you know,
that i can do well too.
besides i cant let down those ppl who have high hopes
on me huh?
well, those ppl are not many.
wat a sadist. but- who knows?
i was really conked out for the end of the day.
was so tense i felt so rigid when i ran home
thank god i wasn't caught for slipping away from cca.
and oh yah. this particular girl who sat beside me asked me to
help her with the answers.
and i cant possibly turn her down rite?
she's harmless and i do not want to leave a bad impression of me on her.
enough of attitude, boon kiat
gotta change the way i behaved.
anyway, i felt restricted when using my red pen.
my handwritin was horrible then, on her paper. you shud have seen.
no that it was very neat in the first place. *winks
but one thing good- she din complain.
=though you may not see this, but still wanna say it.
it was a mistake no doubt, but wats most impt is tt u dun do tt again.
or esle. well, duh. since you cant change things,
just so be it.=
i remembered.
the day u scolded me
the day u shrugged at me
just wait till u see
the nicer part of me.
till then,
dun u regret nt having me as ur fren.
uh uh.. stop swearing. stop it.
and dun u dare use profanities-
cos u find no better way than this, shit.
posted by Pepsi on 2:32 PM
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
blog is done. i have alot to say.ya. things aren't going tt well for me.
well, duh. gotta accept this fact- peers hate me for who i am
but who cares?
i've got a life and so do u
take me with u . or just leave me alone
i am tired
very.
just stop it.
anyway, gotta stop here
in the healing process.
posted by Pepsi on 10:57 PM
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